Am I a Stalker Or Obessed

by Princess
(chi town)

It started in 6th grade. I had a huge crush on this one boy and began to love him after the next two years i had school with him. but i never once went out with him.

some people said he liked me but i was so shy to even try to figure out if he really did like me.

Well anyway, at the end of 8th grade he went out with my best friend.

I spent nights of those 3 years crying and groveling and on graduation day, i couldnt stop crying thinking that this was going to be the last time i was going to see the so called love of my life and knowing that never once was he ever mine.

So what i want to know is, did i love him or was i obsessed with him?