Confused About My First Love

My ex husband of 7 years walked out on me and my 4 year old daughter 5 years ago and now claims he has changed he is sorry and wants us back.

We have talked about what happened that caused the break down of our marriage. what should I do?

Maybe he has changed but I am not sure i want to take that chance. we both have since remarried as he has and he plans to leave his wife to come back to us.

My marriage was over a year ago, i think it was too soon after my break up with the first husband. Now to make things worse i have finally found my first love that i was searching for my whole life.

We were high school sweethearts and he moved out of the country to be with his dad, we communicated back and forth via letters for a long time but then I heard a vicious rumor that he had got a girl pregnant with twins and i was devastated because we talked about getting married and having those kids together.

I threw it all away and now i find out that it was all a lie and there are no twins. He still loves me after 20 years and i was so happy to see him again after so long and the feelings are still there.

please help me to figure this out and I am really confused, i think i need to see a psychiatrist.....Am I crazy?