Does he love me?

by Sam
(Texas)

Well, I have someone I met a long time ago. We went from friends to best friends to lovers. And I do love him.. Very much.

When I can, I tell him I love him. But, we hardly talk. I can never manage to tell him more of my personal life. I can never get too serious with the flirting.

It's not my type of thing. But, I do love how he makes me laugh. How he's always there for me.. How he tells me he loves me. He means the world to me. He's always on my mind.

But, sometimes he's gone. And I don't know where he is. He tells me he's missed me, but, the next minutes he's gone again.

When I want to call.. He's asleep, or busy. But, he always tells me he loves me, and he's always patient when I'm not into the flirting. I don't know what else to believe.

My friends say he bails too much and they think I should leave him. But, it's not as easy as it seems. I don't know if he really loves me.