He Always Appears In My Dream

by ashley
(philippines)

Why do I always dream about my former admirer?

It is four years already since I last saw him and it was just last year when he contacted me, asking how I am.

I already have a boyfriend, we're in our fourth year of good relationship. Just last month I learned that my admirer got married. Funny feeling because I was somehow hurt.

It's actually weird feeling. I just can't see why he contacted me last year telling me that he misses me and he asked for my contact numbers.

He even asked me to contact him, when he was already in a relationship with someone and even got married last month!

But I didn't contact him because I don't want anyone to distract my relationship with my boyfriend. Then just these past two weeks I kept on having dreams about my previous admirer.

Last night he's in my dream also. I dreamed that he already have four children and was living in the house next to ours.

In my dream I liked to talk to him but someone always interrupts me when I am about to go and talk to him. Then when my boyfriend came home from work, he saw me looking at my previous admirer and he just passed, sat and ate silently then went to bed.

I tried to explain to him something, but I can't remember it anymore. Then when I woke up I suddenly remembered everything my previous admirer did when he was still courting me. It all came back like a flash! Then until now I kept on remembering how special he made me feel before and I can't remember why we didn't end up together.

We shared good sweet memories before. But he was gone for four years and now he comes back in my dreams.

Why do I keep on having my previous admirer in my dreams?