He Threw Me Out From His Life

by anitha
(bangalore, karnataka, india)

I am loving one guy i know him from past 3years.
I met him accidently. We became very good friends.

Gradually we started loving each other. Finally, we decided to fall in love. Before that i told everything about myself .(i am elder to him and i am hindu he is christian).

He agreed and that day itself he told that you are my wife and he promised in front of Jesus also one month we are very happy.

One fine day he called me in midnight and told i cant stay with you any more. He threw out me like anything.

He hurt my feelings and he make fun of my love, trust and he told me i just want your friendship and i cant marry.

When i asked the reason for that he told me "you are elder to me and my religion".

i told him each and everything before proposing me and i gave some time to think and to take decision. he agreed also and he promised me that he will give better life.

I dont know suddenly what happened to him why he took this decision. Any fault from my side. still i am loving him like mad.

I tried all the way to get my love. but he so stubborn. After some time again we start meeting each other and he start telling me that i love you too much but i cant marry you.

we know about our relation then also we made mistake. after that he start loving me differently. i dont know what to do i became mad of him.

i dont know where it will go. truly speaking other than him i cant see anybody in my life. i saw so many dreams with him. i cant share these dreams with anybody. i decided he is my husband.

if lucky i will get my love otherwise i want to stay single all my life. even he also knows my decision. but he is acting as if he doesnt know anything.

i felt somewhere i am cheating myself. i am in that situation i cant leave him and i cant stay with him. other than him i dont have any world. i am sure still he loves me like mad and still i am waiting for him having a hope he will come back to me and marry me.

is it possible?