i am afraid to love again

by mero
(cairo)

i loved someone for 4 years. he was 10 years older than me. Then after the 4 years, he engaged someone and i had to forget him but i can't.

Now i am afraid to get close to anyone trying to get close to me because i am afraid to love and hurt again. But i want the love itself and someone loves me alot but i am afraid to be hurt again.