i am hurt

(micki)

i met this guy and he was really wonderful. we began to talk and i fell in love with him. he told me he was in love with me as well.

i got carried away and we had sex. i was a virgin until that night. i still dont know what came over me and i gave it up.

The next day wasnt as i expected. he travelled out of town and stopped calling or texting me. when i called, he answered me coldly.

i thought that maybe he was stressed out with work. then i sent him a text and he replied me saying he doesnt know me, has never met me before and that i should never call or text him ever again.

i couldnt believe what i had just read so i asked my friend to call which she did and he told her the same thing.

i almost cried my eyes out and i became depressed and lost weight and i wasnt myself anymore. i called him again and he said those same things to me and that what he did with me is something that happened everyday between boys and girls and that i should be angry, i should forgive him and never ever call him again.

i just couldn't live with the fact that i gave my virginity to someone who didnt even want me. at times i feel i deserved what i got from him. i dont know how to move on and forget the hurt.

pls help me.