I am Lost in a Dream Cant be true or what?

I am 24 years old. The girl is 30 years old and she left her old husband she got like 3 kids.

I just have met a girl in my work she looks pretty and cool she's funny and lovely i just fall in love with her for 6 month without telling her or even let her to feel that but just joking and talking with her about work stuff in work thats all.

Then some day i met her close friend. she's a girl who is the closes girl to her i just tried to ask her about the girl that i fell in love with her. that girl answered me like she was not suprised from the question but all she said was can you still be with her forever even if she has alot of problems with her family and her old husband?

Without thinking my heart just answered fast and i said am ready to be that hero to help her out and the story Starts only for 1 month with her then i just came to her and i told her am going to be honest with you girl that i really love you she accepted that as just a feeling from me maybe but somehow we was at work morning we just was talking and chillin some word came from my heart by mistake and when i was saying this words i was looking to her eyes well i told her believe me girl if you really want to know how much i love you ..you can go get a knife and cut my heart now am with you here and see what is wrote inside it.

Then she said to me i need to tell you something but please dont get mad or sad i told her no go ahead it's fine she told me.

Dear if i told you we are not good to stay with each other what you say? i said it's fine if that make you smiley and happy why not but may i know the reason?

she told me that her parents always fighting with her about to go back to her old husband becoz of her kids need her back at home then here i stopped i said nothing to her next 5 days in work.

when I see her I say hi or good morning to her then i stoped looking at her or talking to her i cant i cant :( and she still cant stop looking at me at work when am talking to my friends and with girls in work.

here's my story i really don't know what to do i feel my self stupid but i need to know if am doing right or wrong?

Thank you guys for lisening to me i hope i can get the answers Enjoy all :)