I feel like i can't love. I don't like every guy I Have met

by Sally
(London)

I’ve had childish relationships before, where they mean very little but I’d like to have the real thing now I’ve grown up a bit.

I am still young but old enough to know what love is. My problem is, I get to know someone I think I like (mainly over the internet and texting) but when it comes to meeting them in person I always go home thinking ‘I don’t like this guy’.

But the guy doesn’t change his feelings about me so I have to tell them each time and I hate having to tell them I don’t like them when I don’t even know the reason for it myself.

However, I don’t want to keep meeting up with them if I'm not sure about how I feel. It’s not a little doubt either, I’m sure of it once I’ve met them, if I don’t like them.

Is there something wrong with me or am I just being a baby?