I Have A Problem With My Boyfriend

by Lisa
(Malta)

I have been having problems with my Boyfriend, we have been together for a year and 7 months but since 3 months ago we started to fight a lot.

On the 5th october he went out alone with some of his friends, got drunk and kissed another girl. I couldn't tolerate it but i took him back because he said he loves me and he ended up crying "with guilt".

But since now I can't forget what he's done, and everytime he goes out i don't trust him.

He still wants his guy's night and stuff and he doesn't like it when i'm there. I understand in a way because i have girl's nights and i have more fun when he's not there...just a bit of time apart but i only ended up thinking he ends up having a guy's night with a girl in between.. because since his nights out alone god only knows how many girls come up to him.

My mates tell me, "why are you still with him?" I just say i love him with all my heart and i'm sure about it because i had many relationships and never felt this way before but i feel stupid saying this after all i saw.

I don't know what to do... I don't see the relationship working but i don't want it to end.

Can anyone help me clear my mind out?