I Like My Best Friends Boyfriend

by Grace
(USA)

I have liked my best friends boyfriend for a while now, and i think before they got together he also had feelings for me, maybe?

Before they got together, me and him shared a kiss, he said to his now girlfriend (my best friend) that it was only because she had turned him down, but he still flirts with me.

I see their relationship growing, and i think finally my feelings are dying down for him, as i am starting to appreciate that they are together and they are happy, but i don't feel like i'm out of the picure, what to do??