I just want to make it clear that you may not be IN LOVE with both guys. I was recently in a situation where I thought I loved my ex boyfriend but when I met my current boyfriend, I knew I was in love and figured that I just liked my ex a lot, it wasn't love. If you were "in love" your current boyfriend, I'm not sure that you would be falling in love with another guy. You just need to sit down and think about your feelings for both. I know you claim you love both, but you can't be going back and forth between them. Your boyfriend is already a little suspicious so you need to be truly honest with him. If you loved him, you wouldn't keep anything from him. Compare your love for both and think which guy makes you happier. Your boyfriend probably won't be happy knowing this, but he can't hold anything against you for being honest. Just be upfront to the both of them and see what happens. Hope this helped a bit. :]