I Wish To Have A Love Child

I am 43 years old and have lost my husband 10 years ago.

I haven't been seeing anyone for over 4 years after the death of my dear husband.

Now I am having another partner for over 1 year and 7 months he is lovely.

Unfortunately he does not want any more children (he has got 2 from his previous marriage).

what should I do?

I love him and do not want to be with anyone else but I am so desperate for a child and the experience of motherhood. I really don't know what to do?

Help.

regards Helga