Is It Infatuation?

(California)

I met this guy at my work, and for a long time I thought he was the finest guy ever, like the best thing walking on earth, and one day i finally got the courage and started talking to him.

We went out. But when i say went out i mean, I went to his house and we hung out. And well, we kept seeing each other for a while. It's been 4 months since i've been seeing him.

But we only see each other like once or twice a month, and I'm pretty sure the only things he wants from me is sex.

But the other day he told me he loved me, all this sweet nothings.

Of course he was drunk, but does that still count for something? And he doesnt want to go out in public with me. Not that i tell him to, but i just know because we dont go out in public.

I think that if he wanted nothing to do with me, he would stop seeing me for good, so why does he keep me around?

He told me from the very beginning that he didnt want a relationship. I dont know what to do!

He is all i think about.I need advice.