Love or guilt?

by Shadow
(Malaysia)

I met this girl a few months ago. At first I didn't really have much feelings for her, but as we begin to connect, I felt more and more feelings for her.

We started our relationship about 1 month ago, and everything was going find until I felt that I was spending too much on my phone credit on her and I was suffocating because of it.

I told her about it recently, and said that we are both still students and we need to be careful on how we spend out money. She agreed to it, and I thought all my problems were gone, but I now feel that I'm giving too much to her and we are progressing too fast.

I feel kind of suffocated because I use to make it clear on how much I loved her and cared for her, but when she did the same, I begin to feel pressured that I'm not loving her.

Now, I feel very very stressed, I want to love her and remove this stress from myself.

I know I still care for her a lot, but I want to know if I am really losing my touch with her or not.

Recently, I stopped missing her, and begin to become more concern about my own emotions towards her.

Please help!!!

Sincerely:
Shadow