My current bf bores me, and my ex and I want to try again

by Marilyn Marrissa
(Daly City, CA, US)

My current bf and I don't agree on alot and we end up fighting alot.

We've been off and on for a while now and he's always pushing to keep trying, i'm getting tired of him and I want to end it but he won't let it happen.

He's become very attached and dependant on me, I feel bad for him. at the same time my ex and I still talk and see each other a couple of times, we still have feelings for each other and we still talk about getting married and what it would all be like, but he lives about 6 hours away from me now, because of his job...

we want to work things out again, and If it goes good I want to move out to where he lives....my current bf knows i want to end it and i've told him i'll remain his friend if he wants, cuz thats what i see him as now.

how do I move on from this? is it ok to push my current bf away, and try with my ex again? I don't know what to do, I don't want to hurt my current bf too much and I don't want to lose my ex again, esp since he keeps wanting to get back together.

i love my ex still, and I love my current bf in a friend way....