My Fiancee has had Several Sex partners Before Me. How Do I live With That?

by ken
(maine)

my fiancee and I have been together for almost three years now, living together for two and a half.

We plan on getting married six months from now. Im two years older then her and we met at very young age.

A few months ago after a night of great sex I in self pity, began to ask my future wife about her past sex experiences.

What I learned i did not expect. she has been with more men than i have been with women, lost her virginity at a really young age, and i recently found out about a women problem she got from having sex that i always thought she was just born with.

She tells me its not as bad as it sounds, but in my head its being played over and over and it is just as bad as it sounds.

Before this initial conversation, our relationship was great. I could never ask for more love or friendship.

But now after this conversation im having a hard time doing the little things i use to do for her everyday. As well when we have sex im stuck wondering if she has done "this" position with anyone else.

One of the hardest things for me to get over is how young she was and how often she had sex. i was wondering what you think or if anyone has had an experience like this before and could share some advice.