My Girlfriend Broke Up With Me

by sezan isaj
(melbounre,australia)

Well, my girlfriend of 9 months broke up with me about 3 weeks ago.

It all started one day when she got upset because of the attitude I showed when she said something that I got upset about.

So then we decided to forget about what happened but I knew she wasn't happy.

One night I saw her and she didn't seem too happy and the next night i was in a down mood because she wasn't happy.

She said it put her off so she wanted a break.

We had a break without contact but there was still contact, but i knew she wanted to break up.

She was giving me hope and then cutting it off and hope again and cutting it off.

I was played. I was right she did wanna break up. I did everything wrong to get her and to beg her to stay but I didn't succeed.

so its been about 3 weeks and yesterday it was my birthday. She msged me at 12 00 saying happy birthday and she hopes things go the way they used to.

So here I go again with hope and getting played. So later on during same day at night, we talked online and she brought up the serious things.

She said sometimes she sees us getting back together but sometimes she doesn't know if it'll happen.

She said that by now things would have gotten back together naturally and thinks 3 weeks is too long.

To me it takes longer, would you agree?

Its like she's in a rush for something,she said that she'll never feel like she used to and doesnt want to put her life on hold.

What are your thoughts?

She wanted me to be a man and be the stronger one in the relationship which is a silly thing to say because it's not like she is.

What do I do?

I love her with all my heart and want her back really bad. But I feel like my chances are blind?

What are your thoughts?