My Girlfriend Has A Strange Behavior

by anonymous
(asia)

I have been in a relationship with a girl for 2 years and we've been totally good with each other.

We loved each other more than anything. We lived for each other. There was no time we didn't talk to each other..

It was just the perfect thing. But after some time my girlfriend's behavior changed.

She started behaving rudely and strange. I tried to ask her what was up with her but she didn't tell me a thing

At that time i was badly injured and got operated. Then i got my love back from her. She became the same as she was and i was really happy.
Was this love or sympathy?

After that her behavior changed again. A couple that talked for 10-12 hours a day, now talked for 10-12 mins.

A few months back my dad died unexpectedly. This was the most shocking thing for me. I really needed someone because i was the only male member left in the family.

I had to take care of my family. She supported me for some days. But not much. Again her behavior became strange.

She talks for an hour and then comes back after 2 weeks.

Due to this behavior, I can't concentrate on anything. I can't study properly.

But i really have to study because only i can take care of my mother and family and give her everything, but i can't stop thinking of her and loose everything.

I want to break up but i'm afraid i can't live without her and what if she truly loves me?

so what should i do now?