Never had a relationship, kiss, or anything even close to that!

by Shana
(Abilene, TX, US)

I'm 15. I started to really get into guys when i was in 1st grade, but then when 7th grade ended, ending a massive crush on someone by him out, i decided to not like someone by their looks and never getting to know their personality.

8th grade i had a crush on 2 people, didn't go so well, but i'm ok with that, cause it was the first time.

When i reached 9th grade, i only had 2 crushes by talking to them first and getting to know them. The first crush, i asked him if he liked me, and he said, "no". I was upset, but my 2nd crush made me feel better cause i needed someone to talk to. Then at the end of the day, i started bursting out into tears.

My 2nd crush, i didn't like him till 2 months later. We REALLY hit it off, and it seemed he liked me too, cause there were sign i was aware of, and he took a picture of me, and he was just too sweet.

Then one day, we just stopped talking cause we got saperated in class, and after 3 weeks, i stopped liking him, but then, we started talking again, but i didn't like him, i would just talk to him like he was just my friend.

Anyways, this whole thing is about me asking a very important question that's happening to my life.

How come guys don't see who i really am. I now say i'm pretty, and everybody thinks so as well.

I treat everybody with respect unless they get on my bad side. i won't like them but i won't get mean to them.

Anyway, I know EVERYTHING about what i should have in a bf, and.. just basically everything you can think of, and i don't mind waiting. But what the problem is, is that why doesn't guys don't want to date me??