New Love Versus Old Love

by ricky
(iraq)

So I am married and we are expecting our first child.

My wife is madly in love with me but im not so convinced she is my soul mate.

There is another ... we're not having an affair to respect my marriage but she was the first true love ever.

My ex and i are living proof that your first true love does not die. I have been married for over a year now but me and the ex have been apart for 6 years but i cannot deny my feeling i have for her.

6 years, dont you think thats a little long to want someone back unless your love was true?

It doesnt help that we are best friends and stay in touch constantly. What do i do? Do i stay with my wife, someone who i could live with but not sure how long i can force my love?

Or do i go back to the ex the one who i have loved longer and possibly more?