Problem in adjusting with family( in Laws)

by Sweta
(kathmandu, Nepal)

i have been married 1.5yrs back. its a love marriage but to say i am not very happy with this marriage.

the main problem is that i cant adjust with my in-laws. in fact i find them very backward. though they have been living in city for long time but still they look very backward.

i feel very odd in front of others. also i dont find my brother n sister in laws of my type. i really miss my mothers home too much.

when i sometimes go to live with them i dont really want to comeback to my inlaws house. my husband knows that i am getting problem to adjust with them. i wanna live separately and my husband too want so. but now we are not financially prepared for all these.

but i dun say my inlaws are bad. they loves me. but i am not very fond of them. i dun really feel happy over there.

i every time feel very sad and frustrated because of this. i feel like what kind of family i got. i am very frustrated due to this. i wanna come out of that house and leave happily with my husband. please help me out.

please dont suggest me to adjust with them. please suggest me the answer than this. until now i have not been in argument with my inlaws. i behave very nicely and respectfully with them.