Secret Lust

by Madrid
(Fremont)

Well ok ... here goes.

I'm not really the kind of person that goes online and blast my story to the whole world but i need help!

My story is that I'm with a man that really loves me and cares about me and we have been dating for about 6 months.

Where we both come from is totally different - he's Jewish and I'm muslim. Religion was not a factor in our relationship until initially he told me to convert if i truely loved him.

I refused to in my heard but i told him that i would anyway to make him happy. After a while, I really stopped having feelings for him and i feel bad because he loves me so much. I dont know what to do?

The main problem is that I'm lusting over another man that i seem to be thinking about a lot and even day-dreaming about.

My main question that i have is that i know he's crazy about me and he knows that i like him, why won't he take a chance and tell me his feelings?

Also, so I have heard he has a girl for about 6 months also and that things are pretty rocky between them.

I just need someone to really help me through this im going crazy thinking about this!