What to do

by Kiran rehman
(London)

I went on holiday to a different country this summer for my sister's wedding and its been a month since i am back.

What happened was that i saw a guy (who is actually related to my family) and liked him the first time i saw him in the wedding. I didnt think about it so much in the beginning cause i thought its just same girly feelings....but as i kept seeing him in family gatherings and parties i started to like him even more.

He was just like i had thought about my dream man...and i think he liked me too (well at least thats what i think) because thats what i could figure out from his body language.

He would look at me differently, always try to be where i was, would actually make sure to come to the house where i was staying by making friends with my brother.

I thought he became very close friends with my brother just to be around me. I never get the chance to speak to him because our culture doesnt allow the girls and boys mixing.

He was awake the last night we left that place till 3am by being with my brother ... and the minute we got back to london, he called up in our house to ask my brother if we reached safely ... and then he kept calling again and again on excuse of speaking to my brother on my home number, once i picked up the phone and he seemed sooo nervous to speak to me so was i!!!

My question is how do i find out that he loves me?

I still dont know the right meaning of love but what i read on this website does suggests that i am madly in love with him.

Somehow i dont need the confirmation from him to say that he loves me but still there is a doubt in my heart. And another thing, he is there and i am here...and since i have come i just cant stop thinking about him so what do i do?

I feel like i dont wana be with anyone else in my life but him, i feel like i have left my heart and soul in that country and just my body is here.

I feel like i will go into depression if i dont do anything about it.

so plzzzzzzzzzz help me out here. what to do??? show me a way....thank you...